December 2009
44 posts
Awesome
when my friends would rather go to different parties than hang out with each other on new years eve.
I've decided that I must stop going on vacation.
Everytime i go somewhere, I like it better than anywhere i’ve already been. I end up lusting of the scenery and adoring the people. I fall in love with the atmosphere every time. The need to go back more and more makes me hurt. I make friends. Be it a few, in Belgium, or a zillion in Maine, and I miss them too much. I know the scent of every corner of every place i’ve been to....
I am
16.
When you try your best but you don’t succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep Stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can’t replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And...
This time of the year
makes me worry.
I had a
terrifying dream last night.
We are alone, the world is not our home, we breathe the air, but we care, We feel the pain, we cannot explain, there are no words to be heard. A child’s face is lost in outer space, his eyes are red, in our heads. We move along, we are pretty strong, we breathe the air, but we care.
Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d …