February 2012
18 posts
Feb 20th
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Jesus I think my uterus is falling out…
Feb 19th
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Is it bad luck to get a prom gown before I have a...
Doing it anyways…
Feb 19th
Feb 17th
High
and Jan brought me a strawberry milkshake.  /good times
Feb 17th
OH
Like I was excited to talk to a bunch of kids going to the same Uni as me, until they’ all ended up being pretentious assholes.  NO THANK YOU.
Feb 16th
Happy 32nd Birthday to Conor Oberst
fuckyeahbrighteyes: How can the love of my life be this old already? :( 
Feb 15th
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Feb 11th
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Feb 10th
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Feb 10th
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Feb 10th
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Feb 10th
Feb 9th
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“Of all the words of mice and men, the saddest are ‘It might have been.’”
– Kurt Vonnegut, Cat’s Cradle (via coffeestainedcashmere) Favorite book ever <3 
Feb 8th
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Feb 8th
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Feb 8th
73 notes
I think I have arthritis in my legs. They hurt. 
Feb 5th
Feb 2nd
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January 2012
25 posts
Jan 31st
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Jan 30th
Jan 30th
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Jan 26th
1,488 notes
It's a mad world
where someone can push someone so far.  
Jan 25th
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Jan 24th
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I hate looking at pictures that I took of you.
Not because it’s you.  I love you like no other, and I’m sure I’ll never love more.  But I despise myself for taking photos, wasting time.  When I look at them, It makes me wonder why I wasn’t next to you, clinging onto you.  Why was I waiting for you to smile, when you never do that for photos and you smiled so much when I wasn’t behind my lens. I wasted so much...
Jan 21st
I’m so frustrated right now.  
Jan 20th
Jan 17th
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Jan 16th
3,341 notes
I hate cigarettes.  I want to smoke one so bad, but I hate the way they make my hair smell.  :( 
Jan 16th
Jan 15th
Jan 12th
Jan 12th
I hate when
I finally found something and someone to live for, and my mum does something to make me want to get in my tub and cut my wrists.   WHY. 
Jan 9th
ListenListen
Jan 8th
I can’t wait to live in a city that no band can skip on their tour schedule.  
Jan 8th
Jan 8th
6,754 notes
Adytum
The salt in your eyes has me floating,  pull me down into the puddles of mine where you step!  Honey is pouring down the strings where hammers beat, they dance like spring. Some one is singing, more like breathing, catching pneumonia as she’s freezing.  The hammers’ felt tips start to hum warm fingers grace, turning her numb. Pounding, prancing, tapping on. The wind wonders- will I break ivory?...
Jan 7th
Jan 7th
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LOL ACCEPTED
INTO AMERICAN UNIVERSITY OF PARIS
Jan 5th
5 notes
Heaven is a place on Earth with you
Jan 3rd
Did I mention that I just cried watching a Sarah...
Jan 1st
This year
I’m not going to be a new me or anything like that.  I’m just going to BE, graduate, go to college, and see my Russian.   Then I’ll work on making my life better.  But right now I’m just going to get the fuck through these next 5 months. 
Jan 1st
December 2011
29 posts
2012
this has been a post. 
Dec 31st
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Dec 28th
113 notes
Dec 27th
1 note
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there; I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not...
Dec 27th
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There’s a gate that I haven’t opened it’s hinges are rusted tight. Each year a drop is placed on the screws new oil to weaken it’s might.  Tonight the last drop was placed, the gate sprang open and I’m running. 
Dec 27th
To all of my friends who follow me.
I’m buying a hookah tomorrow.  Hookah party = soon. You’re all invited. 
Dec 27th
5 notes
I officially hate everyone who gets to see their...
i wanna die.
Dec 24th